twice in the last week my on line banking has been compromised and my password has been changed and blocked by the bank twice *currently can't get on to it.. Now my email account won't open says "log in error"can't get on to it.
my estranged husband took our youngest child out of state using a court order he got deceitfully and she went willingly, no happily. the Sargent in charge says to just think of it as a 2-3 week vacation with dad since our next court date is scheduled for the 20th.
Meanwhile the child is pulled out of school to go to another which will be the 5th school since Jan of this year. How is that thinking of the childs best interest when we left him and Neveda because of his emotional and verbal abuse? How is this God's perfect timing? Only HE knows and to be honest i am having a difficult time remember who God really is and how much He loves me and my whole family. I am really being dared to move.
I still praise Him for all the continued blessings we receive on a daily basis, my great job and RSM, all the things we take for granted: car, home, food, shelter......it has only been 3 1/2 months since the school district no longer considered me and the girls "homeless". i have only been working for 4 1/2 months and this is the first "real Job" i have had since starting a new family. (kinda) well...i worked for the parent company 8 years ago for 14 months to pay for private school for the girls, but that didn't work so i started my own business, "in Home Child Care". that really was a JOB in every sense of the word. My point is that in 13 years i haven't had a professional position with an outside company and am blessed to have this job and many blesses are coming through this job.....but .......God's timing is perfect??? I am feeling shaken even still. Eph 6:13 is on my dry erase board: (and was when the female "Peace Office" came in to watch me and make sure all was good and she even told me to look up and read my own writing on the wall......"that is all you need" she said)
Eph 6:13
Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand.
Am i doing everything? Is it me? is she really okay and in a good place? am i suppose to "let go"?
Eph 6:14
Stand firm then, with the belt of truth buckled around your waist, with the breastplate of righteousness in place,
Eph 6:15
and with your feet fitted with the readiness that comes from the gospel of peace.
Eph 6:16
In addition to all this, take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one.
Eph 6:17
Take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God.
Eph 6:18
And pray in the Spirit on all occasions with all kinds of prayers and requests. With this in mind, be alert and always keep on praying for all the saints.
Eph 6:19
Pray also for me, that whenever I open my mouth, words may be given me so that I will fearlessly make known the mystery of the gospel,
Eph 6:20
for which I am an ambassador in chains. Pray that I may declare it fearlessly, as I should.
dared to move
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We heard in Brian's Bible Study last night. He just said someone in our church, and explained the situation, and I started crying. I'm so sorry, and we're praying for you sis, and the girls. If you need anything please let us know.
Klang
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