Don't let this rock take me Down

This rock is tied around my ankle
This thorn is burried in my skin
I wonder why I have to struggle
But then again if I wasn't drowning I wouldn't need YOU to save me
Oh, and if I wasn't broken I wouldn't need YOU to heal me
You keep me broken

Chorus:
Don't let this river get lost in the ocean
Don't let this rock take me down, down, down
My heart is standing at the edge of the world
I need YOU to help me make the turnaround

So many puzzles with no answers
So many questions with no peace
So many second guesses, but then again I guess
If I wasn't drowning I wouldn't need YOU to save me
If I wasn't broken I wouldn't need YOU to heal me
Oh, Lord I'm drowning
Chorus:


Na na na na
Na na na na
Help me make the turnaround
Na na na na
I need YOU
I need YOU
Na na na na
Help me make this turnaround
Bridge:
I need YOU
I know I need YOU
Chorus:
Bridge:

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Yesterday wasn't the best. As i reflect back on yesterday the given word was "indifferent", then the bibles words God spits/vomits out the cold hearted. The last thing i want is a cold heart for HIM and to be spat out of His Kingdom! I relate to David, A Heart after Him, A Heart for God! But yet David committed many sins. although sin is sin doesn't weigh differently he had some SIN as do I. Currently i am guilty of Anger and resenting my husband and need to be forgiving so that i may be forgiven! having a hard time with that one. need more prayer. & PTL for my prayer partners!! be lost without you and HIM! thanks !!! :)

The above song was playing in the car this AM when taking child to school and i thought wow what was yesterday? besides bad, I am going to confess my sin(?), don't think so but maybe. i don't think to drink alcohol is sin; i think being drunken is sin as the bible says. but i must be careful not to allow my emotions send me to drinking for this is the area the evil one thinks he can get me. (i bought some and wanted to get drunk but only drank)
As in days prior "Spiritual Adultery" seeking something else to fill a void that only God should be filling! So that is the sin. (got it) I miss my daughter !! tears come as i write this. the post preceding this is true and right, but my emotional state is not always. Love Ya! :)