It's a Big One ~ Oh Father God Hold Me Now

Lord of all creation
of water earth and sky
The heavens are your Tabernacle
Glory to the Lord on high

Chorus:
God of wonders beyond our galaxy
You are Holy, Holy
The universe declares your Majesty
And you are holy holy

Lord of Heaven and Earth
Lord of Heaven and Earth

Early in the morning
I will celebrate the light
When i stumble in the darkness
I will call your name by night

chrous
lord of heaven and earth
lord of heaven and earth

Hallelujah to the lord of heaven and earth (repeate 3 times)

holy......holy....holy god.....

Chorus

Precious lord reveal your love to me....
Father holy..
(backround)...Lord god almighty...

The "universe" declares your majesty
"you are" holy,holy,holy,holy
Hallelujah to the lord of heaven and earth 9x

PSALM 91:1 He who dwells in the shelter of the Most High will rest in the shadow of the Almighty. [fn]
2 I will say [fn] of the Lord, "He is my refuge and my fortress, my God, in whom I trust."
3 Surely he will save you from the fowler's snare and from the deadly pestilence.
4 He will cover you with his feathers, and under his wings you will find refuge; his faithfulness will be your shield and rampart.
5 You will not fear the terror of night, nor the arrow that flies by day,
6 nor the pestilence that stalks in the darkness, nor the plague that destroys at midday.
7 A thousand may fall at your side, ten thousand at your right hand, but it will not come near you.
8 You will only observe with your eyes and see the punishment of the wicked.
9 If you make the Most High your dwelling-- even the Lord, who is my refuge--
10 then no harm will befall you, no disaster will come near your tent.
11 For he will command his angels concerning you to guard you in all your ways;
12 they will lift you up in their hands, so that you will not strike your foot against a stone.
13 You will tread upon the lion and the cobra; you will trample the great lion and the serpent.
14 "Because he loves me," says the Lord, "I will rescue him; I will protect him, for he acknowledges my name.
15 He will call upon me, and I will answer him; I will be with him in trouble, I will deliver him and honor him.
16 With long life will I satisfy him and show him my salvation."

So Yesterday was my 6 month anniversary with my wonderful employer, job, income, free goods. Today?
Today is the day my car went away. Yes they took my car for 45 days.
My Sin, I called Mr Lavigne and Blamed him for what he has done to me both financially and emotionally. In Sept i whacked out because of a court hearing that i heard of 4 days before it took place. since i did not respond in time i was in "default" and the courts gave him everything he asked for on paper. he took that paper to take money but didn't take the girls. He's all about $ I only ever wanted love.
So in Sept when i was 'whacked out' i didn't pay a car payment. I thought i did. in fact when honda called me in Oct they said i see you made a payment on the 1st, but when can you make another. nothing else. i just thought it was "them" again. so when they called in Nov. they say your up for repo can you pay even 2 car payment ($500) i said yes i plan to on the 15th they said won't do. I gave it to God and forgot it....Til this AM before 7 i might add. when in my p j's i was to empty my belongings out of an already lifted car. I wasn't happy but i didn't think i was rude but he thought i was saying i am just doing my job. anyway. trying not to cry yet again, i start to empty box after box of product for the job that i love with a possible promotion on the calendar and a car needed to do this traveling job. As today i was to be in Temecula, tomorrow is home office praise God for then saturday and sunday before Monday when I am Required to be in the office to prepare for a buying call in SanDiego on Tuesday both of these appt. are with my Sales Mgr.

For the most part i am in Him. tears are still winning but I know that i don't understand and that he does!! I know that just yesterday i saw a sign with an 04 taurus for under $7K thinking would that cut my payment in half? should i look into it. I know that Mr Lavignes name is on that car still and will be until paid off and God's Will Is Perfect and so is His Timing So i am trying to stay In Him without being angry or scared half out of my wits. For i know His Plan is to prosper me i have many verses going thru my mind right now and they are all of His Love and His Promises to me His CHild and Bride. All i want in life is to Hear Well Done Good and Faithful Servant. How does one separate that from i need a job to survive? I don't think i am built to be a missionary and don't they even have cars?

OH i was just reminded to Praise God that they waited til today. Saturday i HAD to be at an account for an event, Mon. Tues. & wed I HAD TO be somewhere for appts with clients and bosses. today was a better day it gives me 4 days to hear His plan and get it together. Pray for me please!